inside and outside

oh Lord.. i know i have a lot of demand in my life. but now i just want you to stop or maybe erase all of a drama of my life. oh lord i hate drama i hate love i hate thinking someone who not thinking about me too.. i hate people coming to me inside and then out from me.. i hate them all.. what i wanted is something for everything.. Oh Lord i know you the clue for fix all this.. i can't saw where the light coming from.. oh my God please you know how f*cked up i am now.. soo please God tell me where i should go or what i should do..

master room goin nuts!!

my master room goin nuts with all the crazy people right here check this out this f*ckin people doin.. these guys are my friends in this f*ckin place..

why?

why i always be the man who can't be consist with my own words.. damn! why i always failed with my own commit.. why i can't be the best for someone who i realy love and i realy need.. why i can't check my self before i got mad with someone because they do something and then i don't like it..

1 reason i think i've made it's because i never wanted to lose all the people i love.. i do realy care about them and i realy don't want to lose them..

i realize what i do it would make them realy upset to me.. i don't know what i should do.. i should show them what i do would never be failed again? i know i can do it, i know i can pass it, i know actually it's too easy for me, i know i can be better, i know they loved me to, i know i can make them not to be upset to me again and i know i can make the so proud of me to.. Insyaallah i can do it..

i should lose all my negative thinking in my mind.. and i'll promise to give to all the people what thay gave to me that's called mutual respect.. thank ALLAH you give the light for me..

masalah

masalah-masalah and masalah. hmmm.. gw mesti gimana sebenernya.. ngerasa semuanya udah bener tapi masih ada yang salah.. rasanya gw blm yakin kalo gw udah dewasa.. gw ga yakin dia bener2 ikhlas buat sama gw.. gw sih yakin yang mesti gw lakuin sekarang yaa buat ngeyakinin orang yang paling gw sayang buat selalu percaya gw kalo emang bener2 gw sayang dia.. gw coba buat ga muna dan ga mudah2an ga ngerugiin dia.. amin. ya intinya gw mesti jujur sama perasaan gw dan gw mesti yakin kalo gw bisa ngebanggain semua orang yang gw sayang.. kebodohan gw emang udah ga wajar sih buat selalu ngulangin kesalahan yang gw lakuin berkali2.. dan gw emang ga tw dan ga sadar.. gw harap ada yang bisa bantuin gw.. hidup adalah pilihan dan ini adalah pilihan gw.. yaa bismillah semua gw bisa jalanin dengan bener.. YA ALLAH BANTU LAH AKU UNTUK MENJALANIN HIDUP KU.. amin..

bissmillah

my new photo

my new photo.. was taking by me.. vanda, biru, diko as my tallent is very well with they job.. edited by me.. i use 2 slave flashgun and 1 flash from camera and 1 reflector..

i hope you'll enjoy my photography...

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hello my LOVE

in love we share, in love we mad, in love we having fun, in love we apologize, in love we care, in love we kiss, in love we cry, in love we sacrifice, in love we trust each other, in love we belong together. many words for LOVE.

I hate to make a mistake for my LOVE. I just a human and as a Man. and i never being perfect but i always try for being perfect, it's all is because i want my LOVE. i want everything but most important is i want you.. forever live beside me.

human live side by side, but my side is you and i can't be 100% if not because of you.. i think i'm going crazy i'm going insane because of my LOVE.. hello my LOVE let's begin our story and make it more better, i'll do my best only just for you.. YOU ARE THE ONE FOR ME...