master room goin nuts!!

my master room goin nuts with all the crazy people right here check this out this f*ckin people doin.. these guys are my friends in this f*ckin place..

why?

why i always be the man who can't be consist with my own words.. damn! why i always failed with my own commit.. why i can't be the best for someone who i realy love and i realy need.. why i can't check my self before i got mad with someone because they do something and then i don't like it..

1 reason i think i've made it's because i never wanted to lose all the people i love.. i do realy care about them and i realy don't want to lose them..

i realize what i do it would make them realy upset to me.. i don't know what i should do.. i should show them what i do would never be failed again? i know i can do it, i know i can pass it, i know actually it's too easy for me, i know i can be better, i know they loved me to, i know i can make them not to be upset to me again and i know i can make the so proud of me to.. Insyaallah i can do it..

i should lose all my negative thinking in my mind.. and i'll promise to give to all the people what thay gave to me that's called mutual respect.. thank ALLAH you give the light for me..